I can see that his brake lights are on

Justifying putting effort into something that most people will never read is my first order of business for the evening. I think it will do me some good to sort out my many thoughts, some of them relevant, some of them not so much.

Close your eyes, and go to San Francisco, on 9th and Irving. From what I hear, you'll feel more alive. Thanks to this establishment, I have very thought provoking questions in my hands each day, which I typically mull over in my mind on a car ride to nowhere.

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What are you relishing today?

Today, I'm relishing in the fact that I have a job. I have two jobs, actually. I've been putting off finding a third, mostly out of fear of the unknown. I've noticed that about myself quite a bit lately. I like knowing what I'm getting myself into, and when you're going somewhere you've never been before, how do you know the next step? What is contrary to this entire mindset is the fact that the last several times I have subjected myself to the uncertain, I have gotten positive results. One would think this would make me more apt to put myself forward, but that is hardly the case. I need to work on that.

I'm relishing in the bond I have with my sisters, because it is so, so precious, and there is nothing like it. I'm learning so much about them lately that I never knew. I have been so absent.

Summer is my favorite season, and I need to relish the fact that I am almost amidst it. Despite how much I hate my whereabouts, there is no snow.

There is opportunity on the horizon.

On a slightly less intellectual note: I think I'm starting to comprehend the majority of the recipes at work, and I've met so many new faces. I love this song I just downloaded. My birthday is in a month, and there is an Ithaca countdown in my head. I get to make some money tonight. Bills aren't due. Every day brings me one step closer to getting out of this country and shedding my American skin. Dave Matthews Band managed to create yet another masterpiece.

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The More I See, The Less I Know.